Are You Beautiful?

"Ryan, do you like me?"

"Yes. I like you soooo much!"

"But i'm not beautiful"

"You're are beautiful! Because you're so kind and nice. You also feed me and always play games with us!", exclaimed Ryan, a 10 years old boy, cheerfully. He is an honest boy who always spill out the truth without knowing it might hurts others. But kid is being a kid. They're honest.

His answer made me smile. Not because it made me feel beautiful. But an innocent boy like him tell me the true meaning of beautiful.

At least, in the eyes of a pure soul.

So, are you beautiful? ;)

The Demanding of Apologize

"Just admit your mistake and apologize"

"Never"
"No one worth my apologize"

"That's you! You're just being you!"
"Always put the ego before everything. As if you're gonna die when apologizing"

silence. no more text replied.

there he goes. the stubborn man ever. he is someone who never changed by the time. he's still the same guy that i've known five years ago. stubborn. egoist. he rather lose people around him than saying " i'm sorry ". he can never lose to others. though it's hurting him as well.
and. . . . .it hurts me.

probably the reason of the end us.

How I Got The Title

since i used to known (probably until now) as "lampidas" among my close acquaintances, i use this title as my blog name. basically, the word lampidas is the combination of of three words and three languages. sounds interesting? wait.
it is of malay + english + urdu = lambat + pickup + das.
lambat (slow)
das (ten)
we read it as lampi to the power of ten. to make it easier, we call it lampidas.
yep. it's bcoz im such a truly slow slow slow slowwww functioning creature.
you know..sl.. . . .ow. ...